Temporary amalgamation of unpleasantness
Life often clumps events similar in tone or flavor, and it appears that I am in one of those tough runs again where one trying event, conversation, or occurrence after another is coming at me. I feel like I am living an old video game and so far I have kept up with my joy stick and shot down or dodged all of the alien attacks but I must admit I am wearing down and am fairly certain that I cannot afford to absorb any more toxins like those sprayed on me yesterday, without irreversible damage. Self preservation will eventually cause me to walk away-virtually throwing the baby and the bathwater off the back porch. It has been lifesaving that I have been blessed with several growing friendships which have literally sprung out of the poisons around me and I rejoice that they are able to bolster a wilting reserve.
Addendum-- before I could post this, I have just witnessed another wave of manipulation by the source of yesterday's toxins. He has already begun twisting what I actually said into something else entirely. To what end? Is he merely unable to comprehend my message - for I have always considered myself rather clear, even blunt -- or is he intentionally trying to turn some of us against each other? I believe I am getting quite angry now.
I do thank you, my friend, for coming right to the source.
Addendum-- before I could post this, I have just witnessed another wave of manipulation by the source of yesterday's toxins. He has already begun twisting what I actually said into something else entirely. To what end? Is he merely unable to comprehend my message - for I have always considered myself rather clear, even blunt -- or is he intentionally trying to turn some of us against each other? I believe I am getting quite angry now.
I do thank you, my friend, for coming right to the source.


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I just used the word 'toxic' in reference to The Debacle. Odd, since I'm pretty sure it never was used by us in our many conversations.
Beast informs me that the email I just sent is clear, concise and clean, but that won't stop "those crazy people" from interpreting (i.e. twisting) it any way they want to.
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