Irrational but real

I cannot remember when the feeling has been this acute. I wonder...

• Barometric pressure. . .
• preservatives in my food. . .
• multiple page 'to-do' list . . .
• let down from a good weekend. . .
• the calendar. . .

I have no clue as to which of the above list, if any or all, are responsible. Logic tells me that it is fruitless to try and assign blame. Logic also tells me that it is completely irrational and will pass like a viral episode. But it is very real, nonetheless. My emotions are throwing up and my intellect has a fever.

I cannot remember the last time that I felt this ignorant, fat, incompetent, worthless, hopeless, insecure, ugly, and unredeemable. If I weren't so against the concept I would just pick up my toys and go home.

Go figure.