Life is just odd sometimes

The bad part about not writing often is that I walk past huge boulders of life - milestones I suppose - and can't really remember them now... to relay here... because even if I look over my shoulder I can't see them anymore... because the clutter of undergrowth...and I have to keep looking forward or I will trip...again.

Besides, I have so D#mn*d!! much useless report writing to do for werk that this sometimes feels like just another report.

Although maybe better because I don't need to 'flesh it out' or 'use the proper tone and voice', so here I am reporting in (in telegraph talk because that pleases ME):

• Pratfall update-one week later. yesterday cast off. stitches out. applauded by Dr for really strong bones. he cancelled bone density test. yea calcium pills. radiology report said elbow impact should have shattered ulna. therapy exercises to regain full range of motion. little bruise color because bled excessively. painful tingling felt in hand is smashed nerves recovering from elbow down. I can do my own bra and hair, tho painful. yeah. working late tonight to start catching up. eating sweetcorn and typing my paper due this weekend is now a possibility. pain be damned, bring it on!
• Going to make myself a t-shirt that says "yes I am adversarial and it's your fault!"
• I am slowly joining the band. first spoons at a mini gig. spoons and tambourine at a bigger gig. now singing a duet with my bass player at practice. wonder if I can really do the stage thing?
• looking at job postings daily now. can't really react til fall. hate to move. hate to leave friends and family. love my house. love my gardens more. fresh start is really appealing. real money is really appealing. being somewhere where I am appreciated for how incredible I actually am is really appealing. What? is that a glimmer of ego showing???
• better get back to work. because yes, I am on company time. but...gave you more than 40 last week. gave you more than 40 last week. gave you more than 40 last week. gave you more than 40 last week. go to hell.