All drama has ceased.

I did not die. I finished. I am also several hours away from going shopping in the world of crazies because the recent craziness (aforementioned but now finished) has kept me from doing anything earlier. There is no more time to avoid the zoo - I must go forth. I do, however, have no obligations that are hanging over me except for watching mindless movies until I am satiated. Then...paint?...knit?...go for a walk?...I care not...
Have a merry Christmas. Hug someone important to you and tell them you love them.

If I die will my husband get my diploma?

I have one week to...

• write a grant that is 40% of my grade in one class - I am barely started.
• read and write synopsis on 30 more children's books for the second.
• complete a presentation for that class with board, books, bells and whistles like planned activities and references to st standards.
• complete a culmination progress report on a spec collection project that is h.u.g.e for the third class.
• oh and then there is work- write a report for bullet lady and spend first half of budget.
• and home - transform my 2 year neglected studio (turned storeroom) into a warm, inviting guest room for my Dad for the holidays - complete with paint and lighting.
• clean my home?

I believe that I am actually frightened . . .