Temporary amalgamation of unpleasantness
Life often clumps events similar in tone or flavor, and it appears that I am in one of those tough runs again where one trying event, conversation, or occurrence after another is coming at me. I feel like I am living an old video game and so far I have kept up with my joy stick and shot down or dodged all of the alien attacks but I must admit I am wearing down and am fairly certain that I cannot afford to absorb any more toxins like those sprayed on me yesterday, without irreversible damage. Self preservation will eventually cause me to walk away-virtually throwing the baby and the bathwater off the back porch. It has been lifesaving that I have been blessed with several growing friendships which have literally sprung out of the poisons around me and I rejoice that they are able to bolster a wilting reserve.
Addendum-- before I could post this, I have just witnessed another wave of manipulation by the source of yesterday's toxins. He has already begun twisting what I actually said into something else entirely. To what end? Is he merely unable to comprehend my message - for I have always considered myself rather clear, even blunt -- or is he intentionally trying to turn some of us against each other? I believe I am getting quite angry now.
I do thank you, my friend, for coming right to the source.
Addendum-- before I could post this, I have just witnessed another wave of manipulation by the source of yesterday's toxins. He has already begun twisting what I actually said into something else entirely. To what end? Is he merely unable to comprehend my message - for I have always considered myself rather clear, even blunt -- or is he intentionally trying to turn some of us against each other? I believe I am getting quite angry now.
I do thank you, my friend, for coming right to the source.

